Tuesday, November 18, 2008
yes finally i found you back, but it wasn't some good news or maybe i could force myself to say that it was a good news. My goodluck the few days before was something really powerful and you two really got back together. What can i do? i could only clench my teeth hard and continue singing like everyone else in the room not letting my tears flow out. Once i reached home, i really don't know what exactly happen that made my pillow cover filled with salty tears. I really don't want it to happen. But i was really uncontrolable. How did Psyche ever get to my blog? It would be only someone that really understands me that well. To Psyche, i really fine. Don't worry about me. And i know who you are. To that someone or "Psyche", i pray for the long lasting relationship that both you had. Don't ever let history repeat again. Friends around me, always know i'm a strong and positive person. I'd never flow my tears infront of them. Even my best bud's or brothers. Until today, i really can't stand it anymore and let some of them worry about me. Don't worry about me alright? No matter what i'd always be myself. My smile and laughter will always be there...
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